~Cithara864

Sorry for the lack of updates for the past couple of weeks. I don't feel motivated to work on my art right now and I should be studying for my driving permit. The worst part is that I can't even go outside. It's not because of the weather, but it's because of my parents. They could be having issues with the outside world, me, or both. Staying in the house for 3 weeks straight is definitely not good for you. My sleeping patterns have changed as well; I've been staying up all night until 5 in the morning and I wake up at 3 or 4 in the afternoon. Right now it's a quarter past 7 in the morning and I can't sleep at all. Sometimes I lose track of what day it is; I thought today was Friday, but just looked on my cell phone and it says that it's Saturday. I'm feeling more miserable than I did in school; it feels as if I'm going insane. The only things that are keeping from losing my mind is my music and the internet.

Don't worry fellow deviants. I do plan on coloring at least some of my drawings that were left black and white, including Robot-Alien 2. I will now leave a few cookies behind to let you munch on. <3

... and school's out for the summer! I'll miss the good times I had at school, but there's always next year. I'll miss my friends as well, especially my guy friend. I want to hang out with him, but he only wants to sleep for the summer and don't want to disrupt any other things he has to do; he's probably sleeping right now. XD

Anyway, I have all the free time in the world to do whatever I want until September. That means you guys get to see more of my artwork, unless an artist's block gets in my way. I also plan on getting my driving permit and getting a job. I just hope that it'll go well. Now I'm off to drawing and playing Dofus. Have a great summer everyone!

I got this thing from ~MoonyDash's journal and I thought, Why not?

RULES:
1. Put Your iTunes, Windows Media Player, etc. on shuffle.
2. For each question, press the next button to get your answer.
3. YOU MUST WRITE THAT SONG NAME DOWN NO MATTER HOW SILLY IT SOUNDS.
4. Put any comments in brackets after the song name.
5. Put this on your journal.

1: If someone says, "Is this okay?" You say?
Self-Destruct & Die - Dead Poetic
("It's okay as a bomb.")

2: How would you describe yourself?
Burn In Hell - Dimmu Borgir
(I seem like a nice, innocent, and quiet person when you first meet me, but I can be a little evil. >:3)

3: What do you like in a guy/girl/wtf?
The Good Soldier - Nine Inch Nails
(Not just a soldier, but an affectionate guy. <3)

4: How do you feel today?
Daybreak Dialogues - Soil Horizon
(I still feel a little tired like I did this morning.)

5: What is your life's purpose?
U Doom Pt.2 - Speeksel
(To bring you pain and suffering! >83)

6: What is your motto?
Klot (Outrosign) - Speeksel
(Umm... I don't really have a motto.)

7: What do your friends think of you?
C'mon, Lets Go (Phasen Mix) - Phasen
(They think I seem like a pretty cool person.)

8: What do you think of your parents?
March Ends - Phasen
(I don't really like my parents that much, but I like my mom more than my dad.)

9: What do you think about very often?
Drowning - Norther
(Nothing that's related to water. :B)

10: What is 2 + 2?
Back On Track - Soil Horizon
(2 plus what? Sorry, I got distracted.)

11: What do you think of your best friend?
Cyborg - Airnino
(Well, he definitely ain't a robot. )

12: What do you think of the person you like?
So Cold - Breaking Benjamin
(If you're ever being nosy about his family or what not, he'll give you a weird look. I hate it when people are being nosy, too. xD)

13: What is your life story?
Scream - Norther
(I see my life as being normal [with my mom shouting out "Oh shit!" every once in a while] >_>.)

14: What do you want to be when you grow up?
Dead - Norther
(I'll rise from my grave and take you with me! >:3)

15: What do you think of when you see the person you like?
Stormblåst - Dimmu Borgir
(Sometimes he just blows me away.)

16: What will you dance to at your wedding?
The Conspiracy Unfolds - Dimmu Borgir
(Oh boy... There's going to be plenty of head banging. xD)

17: What will they play at your funeral?
DNA - All Friday
(The music seems a bit to cheerful for a funeral, but the lyrics seem to fit.)

18: What is your hobby/interest?
The Package - A Perfect Circle
(My hobbies come in a sort of "box".)

19: What is your biggest fear?
Clocks - Coldplay
(If they turn into monsters and eat us... )

20: What is your biggest secret?
Windows & Doors - Phasen
(I ain't telling you, unless you come behind closed doors with me and promise to keep your mouth shut about it.)

21: What do you think of your friends?
25 - NextTribe (Sound Box)
(We're always having a good time with a laugh here and there.)

22: What will you post this as?
Recovering - Mkd
(I'll post as a journal entry, as soon as I come back from eating.)

It's already been another year! I'm now 16! (and I feel so old ._.)
This morning was a slap in the face. My friend and I were waiting alongside other people at the bus stop this morning, like always. We see the bus coming, but it was blocked by a truck and we assume that the bus driver was going to find another way to pick us up. But instead, the bus turned around and left for school, which leaves us standing in the cold. Therefore we had to get a ride from mom/dad. ._.

As for other things, they're going along smoothly.

It's now 16 hours and 30 minutes into 2008 for me. I was staying up until around 5 AM and woke up at 2 PM. xD Just 40 minutes ago, I had some soup and found out my dad poured a whole can of beer into it. Beer tastes... weird. @_@
So, how's the new year so far for you?